I did absolutely nothing today! Mom took daughter all day today so i tried relaxing as much as i could today.
It was rather gloomy though. D: and started raining for a little while.
But for some odd reason i had a horrible sleep last night! Then when it came to napping i couldnt really nap either... :T
ugh, so lame, i fell asleep once, around 4 pm i think, and had a nightmare.
Dreamt that i was around the age of 24, visiting my family and grandparents in Laos.
Somewhere in the dream, a demon or someone told me that i was going to die soon, just as my brother did.
It was a day before Laos New years, greeting family members, no one reconized me because i've grown so much, more mature, and oddly became prettier. I saw my grandpa, i was so happy to see him!
I missed my grandparents soo much, greeted him respectfully then gave him a long hug, and started crying, right after my grandma walks in and i also hugged her, continuously crying, as i said "i'm afraid of being with my brothers".
Then woke up in tears and heart ache. D:
Some nighmare that was right? But i makes me curious, i wonder if its a sign, or if it ment anything?
my only brother i got to meet died around the age of 28 i think, i dont really remember, maybe 26.
We weren't very close. =/
i'll be trying t go to bed early tonight, i'll make up for the 365 photo later... not in the mood..
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