Arachnophobia

So i'm Arachnophobic. A fear of spiders, any type, size, color, doesnt matter to me, a baby and i'll still shriek in fear.

Unfortunately last night, about 4 am. Getting in bed and about to sleep, (i've been having a difficult time sleeping due to stress lately) in the corner of my eye i saw a huge spider next to my pillow!

Shrieked, while jumping out of bed. I started panting, shaking, and none the less crying!!

I'm not used to sleeping alone, but i had no one to take care of that thing for me, so i grabbed an empty gatorade bottle to trap the spider in. Ugh, i was shaking while trapping it, afraid it could get out any second. My vision was a blur, but i got it, there were some broken spider legs on my bed =.=" How disgusting, took off my bedsheets and everything. Felt as if they were covered with the spiders germs and such, not sure why, but thats how i feel, if one were to touch me, even if i washed myself with soap, i get paranoid and start scratching myself, feeling disgusted. D: So it was a full grown Hobo Spider, about 2 inches or so. 

Ever since, i have yet to fall back to sleep from paranoia, constantly thinking i see a spider in the corner of my eye, but nothings really there. Heh...

As for the rest of the day, we've been having a thunderstorm since about 4 pm, days been gloomy. I know, raining, in the middle of summer? Well thats Utah for you. Honestly though, i love the rain, so it made me feel better. Nice cool breeze, it felt perfect. Hopefully though, there arent any mud slides this year.

Hmm what else... I made a Black Forest Ham and swiss cheese crossaint sandwhich for dinner. Lol. Didnt really feel like cooking today since i'm tired. Got only about 2 hours of sleep all day.