Saturday, November 19, 2011

Thirteen Days Apart

Its been Thirteen days now since Dustin has left to training. Must I say, Its tough, I'm very attached to him, to his voice, to having him around everyday. I'm not getting depressed just yet, But i was extremely happy yet sad when he had to go after giving me the first phone call today for 10 minutes.
Only Ten minutes, but it was sweet. He was sniffling, his voice dry, sad. I knew he missed me. I love that, love to know that he's also attached to me. He told me he's cried a couple of times, missing me. Miss hearing my voice. I missed his too.
So he told me he's put in the toughest squad, I could hear them calling his name in the background. Hes constantly running around. Having only 2 minutes to eat, scorching down his food every day and Being woken up at random hours. Unable to sleep properly. Telling me its horrible. Oh my poor baby.
But I doubt he was placed in the toughest squad for no reason. Hes amazing, and my man always does his best. I believe in you sweet heart. Two down, 6 more weeks to go.
I hope you remember, this is just the beginning.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Caught Up

i've been so busy and just... moody. Sad that my boyfriend is leaving to Training in a couple of days, went to go visit him two weeks ago, so i should be happy. We werent even sure if we'd get to see each other again before he leaves. So that was lucky.
I hope everythings going to be okay, I'm going to wait for him. ^_^ Love him soo soo much.
Currently have my daughter back home now and mothers gone for a month in Laos, so I've got some freedom and more bonding time with my daughter. Today it just snowed, theres about an 1-2 inches of snow outside. Time to grab the boots and jackets! ^_^.
Wish i could spend Christmas with hunnie, but its okay. :] I just hope him the best of luck.
Thats about it for now, i'm still super lazy.
Oh I did get to hang out with an old friend i havnt seen for a year now. She slept over and we had a little sushi. She was bugging the crap out of Maykala. And got to meet my hunnie. :]
Although i still feel crappy that Dustin came home early yesterday, but i didnt get to spend much time with him because Allysa was over, So im kinda. uuugh, hes leaving soon and i couldve had hours with him =T.
Oh well its done and over. But that little girl time was nice, catching up and her having a new bf also. Haha and talking about sex. hahaha.. :]